my mind

why am i so stupid?
how many years will it take me to be fine?
i didnt know this before.
i was just a child.
didnt understand anythng.
but actually, this is 'one step' to be mature.
not easy at all.
not easy at all.
nobody is bad.
this is just my mind.
now i know.
now i know.
when i realize it, everything was changed.

my horizon is narrow now, especially during i work at night.
automatically the time make me think.

somebody tell me, somebody tell me!
no pain no gainてやつですかね～:))