2009年11月29日日曜日

happy b-day!!!^^

happy birthday!!^^
u r 21years old now♪
xoxo
and
big HUGz!!!!!!!

2009年11月28日土曜日

busy busy..







the next 2weeks, im gonna be super super busy...
tests.. even i just think about them.... wowowowow:) lol
it drives me crazy~~~~~ go awaaaaay!!:) i wont escape tho!! lol
and the final party!
that's a fun thing.
guess what!?.. im gonna sing!! solo!! infront of 250 people..oh boy...
i really enjoy singing, but i just dont know if i can sing the song well or not...:(
after 2weeks, ill be FREE for a little while^^
now will never come back!!
love every seconds^^

2009年11月26日木曜日

happy go lucky

hahahaha:)
wanna see movies!!
wanna meet my people!!
wanna stay in canada!!
wanna go back to japan!!
wanna study design of architecture!!
wanna play the piano!!
wanna have good scores!!
wanna be thinner!!
wanna eat more!!
wanna be rich!!
wanna lagh a lot!!
wanna play tennis!!
wanna be smart!!
wanna be good at math!!:)
wanna go to many countries!!
wanna speak many languages!!
wanna speak english like a native!!
wanna chill out!!
PEACE!! NO DISCRIMINATION!!
wanna see u!!


my desire is non stop:)

2009年11月24日火曜日

satisfied...

waaaaa!!!
today i came back home earlier than usual(around2pm),
and there was nobody in the house.
i was supposed to go to the caffe to study, but i changed my mind.
i thought, 'well..lets play the piano!'
i was really enjoying playing the piano when my father came back.
then, i wondered that what time?.. so i asked to my father.
i was surprised that it was 5'20pm...
id been playing it for 3and half hours by the time i stop playing.
that's amazing for me!!:)
because i used to hate playing the piano, and i didnt practice at all for my piano lessons at my house.
but now, i really love playing!! even playing the piano makes me relax.
i feel like i can forget every bad things while im playing.
after go back to japan, im gonna visit my teacher of my piano lesson.^^
she's known me since i was a little kid. i used to meet her every once a week for 14years for the lesson!
i wish i had practiced harder and seriously...
if i had done it before, i could have become a great player!!:( lol
wanna play more music!!!
after go back to japan, i have a piano in my hometown but in osaka...
mmmm... dont wanna stop playing...
should i take some lessons in osaka..? i really want to do that!!
anyways, i will buy a good grand piano in my future!! hehehe
this is one of my dreams!!^^b:)

2009年11月23日月曜日

must enjoy 3more weeks!!


i have 3more weeks to finish my classes! and then, im gonna go back to japan..
wow, feel sooo strange.
i dont know whether things in japan have changed or not..
however, i really look forward to going back to japan^^
ive been staying here in canada for 8months, and ive found some cultural diversity between canada and japan(even china, saudi, korea, etc...)
also, i found out many good aspects and bad aspects of japan or japanese.
sometimes, it makes me think deeply.
i think there is no exact answer.
although people who have different thoughts, habits, customs, places to live,etc.. should understand each other without having any prejudice, actually its difficult to achieve.
many people discriminate other people. i do know that is not a good thing at all, but i guess ive done it so far...
mmmmm i cant stop thinking about this problem...
how can i contribute to solve this? ....
gonna keep thinkin!!:)
anyways, those differences of cultures r sooo interesting for me, and i love being in other countries.
im really missing japan tho..lol

2009年11月20日金曜日

try

my feeling tends to down right now... but i know that i cant give it up for some reasons...
悔しい~:( but i know what should i do for it.
no way to escape, and i mustn't escape from it. otherwise ill regret.
GANBARE WAKAKO!!!:)
ok, im gonna go to the study group.
now the time to be an elephant^^:)

2009年11月19日木曜日

whenever


whenever u feel down, i wanna support u.
i think that the word of 'u can do it' is not always good.
sometimes, it can make u in hurry.
so, just take a deep breath, and take things easy.
now just u have lots of things to do and feel down,
but, u know what? everything that u do right now connects to ur future.
there is 'now' for ur 'future'.
if today is soooo bad day, maybe tomorrow is better than today!^^
i can see ur effort a lot! so ur future is going to be awesome!
believe u can and you are half way there!
you are strong elephant!!!:)
aren't u?^^